another wik...jux as usual

this morning dreamt bout sumth and aft dat i jux kept thinking bout it.....
now i cant really rmb wat really happen in e dream hehe :P

dis afternoon go WWW at pasir ris.....turns out quite boring
today school holiday so quite alot of ppl and some pretty girls hehe....
but majority kids and parents....not nice la....
i prefer e one near jurong east.....dat one more fun sia.....
stay there until 6pm....whole day very hot until after 5...gts colder
wasted $2 oso thanks to Armar...he go and lock e locker without closing the locker door...
stupid sia...he tot cannot lock...den try locking it without closing e door...haha

fuck......running out of things to say....wait ar wait ar....let me think 1st

nothing special last wik la...onli gt 10km run...sumhow this running made my shoulder pain lyk fuck..
quite surprising that my legs not aching hehe....
this wik oso gt 10km run...oso gt out field on sat and sun...dat means i cant go back hm for next wik
its going to b really REALLY sian......still need to buy food hai...

lately feeling lyk fuck man.....kept thinking stupid things....
my dream is oso nothing lor...its jux bcuz i thinking too much....
its not dat i wanna think....nothing to do i jux sum how do lor...jux dun hav anyth better to do...
might as well go fuck myself ....damn....

arghhh......

posting this jux b4 booking in...

whole day gt nothing to do...fucking boring...hmmmm

kip thinking stupid things, sumth which dosen't even concern to me

and dunno y, keep worryin....

hai...fuck it la...drivin me crazy....

ytd oso quite e same....go suntec meet Armar and ltr Hong Sing join

after casing the flag for the colour party, we gt noting to do alrdy..

jux walk ard suntec eat dinner n go back alrdy

took bus 51 on e way bak instead MRT....take MRT everytym sian ar..

b4 reachin jurong east i got a plan to do sumth but den by e tym i reach there its alrdy 23:00

surprisingly i saw my excolleagues...so late den dey go back

again i took bus frm there hehe...its 98..

on the bus, ran into Azmi and his GF haha...funny i come up to the bus never see them

after awhile den Azmi saw me...surprised me

oh ya by the way Azmi's gf very pretty hehe...sum more she's chinese...

last friday go watch "money no enuff"very very funny and sad oso...actually many ppl cried

and dat includes Hong Sing hahahahahaha.....

thursday gt sum crazy things inside camp....

its actually a battalion anniversary and dunno how come gt strippers come and dance

dey stripped until to their fancy bras haha...the whole unit go crazy...

but i wonder SAF gt allow this meh???

jux read sumth crazy....

it doesnt really concern 2 me but it does pissed me off

it's actually bout sum1 else...sad for you girl...hmm quite stupid though

cuz wat can i do????well...literally nothing

arhhh.... jux hav 2 suck it up again....

now myself...

friday book out never even go bak home...stay in until nxt mornin

den go out wif hong sing and armar...

went out whole day watched 2 movies....dark knight and red hill....

red hill ok la but end up wif a 2b continue...wat e hell???

oso go watch the black knights...its not e movie ar...

its the six jets flyin for the NDP....its actually a rehersal...we go watch for free

saw Sir Fidaous over there(did i spelled his name wrongly???) and his brother...

i wanna kill Li Long alrdy....he told me gt WCG a suntec...

we walk until there but nothing sia...curse u china man...:P

2day never go out....really borin man...slept e whole stupid day

wat should i do tmr???actually can go out cuz i no nid 2 bring bak anyth bak 2 camp

but where should i go??and wif who???arhhh.....

guess should go play lan wif my bro...if he's free dat is...

hmmm...how i wish i could have a girl who will stick 2 me every wik end hehe...

does it sounds lyk i'm desperate??hope not.....

update my blog for e 1st tym in dunno how many months..haha....
i've been very very lazy lately....sumth inside of me changed...
now i dun really have any targets....i mean last tym i do hav sumth 2 aim for but
now...still setting a target....lost for now...

actually it feels lyk e same wen i was ard 12 years old if i'm now wrong...
dat tym its lyk i hav nothin 2 do...feelin really really sian...used alot of dirty words
dun wanna do any home works or studies....grades dropped until i failed most of my subjects
it lasts until i moved to another school where i met new frens and started 2 change myself
and stopped using those words but its startin 2 cum bak......i really hate this feelin
i hope dat i can gt ride of it...i hav no idea how it came 2 me...Uhmmm this tym i tink i noe y la..
i kept doin all stupid things i can think of, still....i knew its not rite
so it made others think dat i'm stupid rite down 2 my bones....

i tink i noe e ways 2 cum out of it but i still feel lyk i nid sumth
uhm it dosent really make sense at all but dats exactly how i feel..
maybe sum1 good enuff 2 motivate me to set a good target???
i wonder who will dat b???myself???who knows sia....just have 2 suck thumb n carry for now
until after ORD...after ORD wats nxt???

hai...but for now at least i hav my frens 2 hang out wif... :)
dat made until e out field looked lyk a picnic...seriously wat i hate most is out field
past few day lyk made me have a different view on it..haha
we all brought foods until no one can finish....
lucky nv kana caught by CO haha...if kana, i wont even b here writin all these shit
this is e best out field ever
hahaha...oh one sad thing, Jing Ning kana confined cuz he lost e battery cap frm e rifle..
sum more its now onli 1 wik confinement...its 3 weekends...
really raba sia.....
nxt outfield will b quite shiong...7days leh...argggg....

hmmm..

feelin very lame after writin alot about myself
dun wanna say anyth bout wat happen 2 me every wik la...
actually i feelin very very sad...
i really dunno wat 2 do....felt lyk i've been tied up...
i wanna prove 2 every1 dat i can b a better person but...
i still cant make it happen...i cant do anyth
wat can a solider do wen book out sia...

Ayngi jux in case if u read my lame blog...
i wanna let u noe dat i still love u but its jux e matter of if i will hav another chance or not...
i really really miss u...i wanna c u...i dun nid u 2 hang out wif me...
its enuff for me 2 c u even once...
jux wanna noe how u doin...

2 wik....

ok now continue frm sat...

dat day i nid 2 wake up quite early...

cuz e whole platoon meetin up for lunch at Seoul Garden...

sry ar Jing Ning...i forgt 2 cor u cuz i was rushin den completely forgt...

we actually plan 2 mit up at 11:30 but e last person Jun Long reach at 2pm hehe

but we all wait until he finish...oh ya i hav no idea if he gt pay e $23 or not

i tink sum ppl nv pay cuz there's 2 many ppl dat day....

guess e ppl frm seoul garden dun even noe who pay or who nv pay hehe

dat day oso go park lane again n play lan game...eat dinner den play again...

dis tym oso finish at 11:30...dat night go bak wif Li Long n tk cab so nv really reach hm very late

12:30 reach alrdy...until i reach hm i haven even wash my clothes...

i felt lyk e wik really really short...e nxt day hav 2 book in alrdy....

last wik 2 slag aldy...literally we all nv do anyth until thursday...

dat day we wake up at 4:30 n prepare for section live firin which is a very dangerous trainin

i was very very surprised dat e live range is connected 2 e public..sum more its near e NTU...

jux bash through sum vegetation can reach alrdy...no even a fench at all..

jux nxt 2 NIE dun really noe wat is dat but NIE is located aft NTU....

dat day we cannot start until 10am cuz of e Cad1....

den we were 2hrs late...dat day every1 gts dirty...

its e wet muddy ground n we hav 2 prown there...Alpha company more worse

whole body mud n dirt...every1 hav 2 stay lyk dat until we go bak...

cuz of e night firin we cant go bak until aft 12 midnight...at night hav 2 tk extra precaution

cuz we cant c anything..every1 shootin den if nv shoot properly can easily kana ur fren...

any misfire n u fren die....u oso as gud as dead

these things happen b4...so every1 scared...

but we still can make it through....reach bak 2 camp at 1am i guess...

finally we all gt 2 bath alrdy....luckily still gt bus 2 bring us bak 2 camp

friday...every1 lookin forward 2 dis day but not me n sum of my frens...

cuz we all kana guard duty until sat mornin..i do Sentry dis tym....

very very sleepy...finished my breakfast wif jux a bun..

its all cuz of guard duty...finally book out den go hm...

slp until 2pm...den go out again at 4:30 2 Jurong east

do sum fuck off stupid senseless things n go bak hm at 9am...

reach hm aldy watch TV den bloggin until now....

sian ahhhhh.......nxt wik gt out field again...dis tym slpin in forest again...

not even bunk..if rain die man...plz dun rain plz....

k dats it...now feelin abit betta

its drivin me CRAZY

been 2 wiks since i blog last tym...

sia la really lazy 2 blog sia...

but nvm since i gt nothing 2 do..... i jux blog every thing...

cant really rmb wat i did on last monday...

i guess i jux slag all day long if i'm not wrong...

cuz on tuesday morning ard 5 or 6 e whole company move out for out field alrdy..

sry i guess e whole bettalion...my very first out field for AIT phase

it's still at takong...same as last tym BMT out field

e onli diff is e location..we slp at a quite remote location...

but luckily its a camp site..not lyk last tym slpin in basha..it was terrible man

dis tym oso wasn't really luckily cuz since e first day at ard 10am it rains fukin heavy

i wasnt expectin it..actually we reach there ard 8am den started

our nevigation practice in section lvl...

dis nevi practice is no diff wif route march cuz we all carryin field packs

it was heavier den last tym...our sect nevigate until 2 fibua village

all tgt its ard maybe more den 8km...

e prob is..it starts 2 rain at 10am...

we tried 2 hide inside e forest but e rain was jux 2 heavy

its Cad1 leh...e fucker CO nv stop e trainin

sum more e nevi gt tymin so cant tk so much tym...

every where's water n guess wat???our boots r lyk water buckets..

reach fibua village ard 2pm den tk out our boots n smelly lyk hell sia X(

tk out e boots not very long hav 2 put bak bak alrdy

den rest until night falls...i jux slp in my wet boots n wet clothes until 5pm

imagin how cold it was...den continue e stupid nevi at night...pretty dark but still can make it

spring my ankle jux b4 i reach e camp site...really really pain but still hav 2 continue

reach e camp alrdy cant tk off e boots yet...i dun mind my uniform being wet...

but wet boots...dats fukin terrible...

for 30min we hav 2 wait until e bunk is ready....finally tk off e boots

my pale n wrinkled...looked really ungly sia...

e gud th is we gt 2 bath hah^^

den change 2 new set of uniform...

wen slpin at night i feel lyk i'm slpin in an air-con rm

cuz it's very cold..i was wearin long 4 but its still very cold...

cold until i wake up every 2hrs...

e nxt day..section fire movement..near oil plantation...

e terrain is really bad...not jux tall grass..gt alot of water n even a small pond...

e worst tarrain 2 practice...dun which fucker go n choose dat kinda of place...

our ps e best man...he go n choose a better high ground...

it was e place where we all dug our self-scrape last out field...

though e wether is not really forgivin cuz its very hot..we did our best

ok..our section 3 is e best ^^oops..m i being 2 proud???

sry guys accecpt e truth hehe...:P....we continue until 8:30 i guess

den go bak 2 camp site, clean rifle den slp...

3rd day...dis is e really fuk up day...

e trainin is e same..fire movement..but diff location...

its jux at e back of e camp...btw e camp name is Sa Yong Kong camp if i'm not wrong

dis tym e trainin is not tough but e terrain is lyk..e grass r quite tall

quite difficult e move ard but we found a very good spot 2 do e fire movement..

e difficult tym starts ard 1:30pm rite aft lunch...

its none other den e rain...oso Cad1 but trainin nv stop...

we hide under sum trees..e rain was quite long until ard 3pm..

we jux stuck there until e rain stops...wen e rain stops, ps told us 2 gather...

every1 gather 2 show hows e fire movement 2 e fuker potato

but ps told us 2 hide at one corner cuz he noe dat we haven practice anyth much..

i hav no idea how other sections train in dis kinda weather...

actually my section slag e whole day cuz ytd we all do very well

n gt e privallage e slag all day hehe...if not of e prev day guess we will oso b trainin in e rain...

e condition is much more worse den e first day...b4 e rain starts its was very very hot...

den suddenly rain very heavy...guess wat we all kana heat rash....

e whole body ichy...ok la above all we nv do anyth much..

actually PC n PS oso noe la...even Enchik oso noe

but he nv say anyth...shiok ar heh....

aft dinner PC follow us den we dun dare 2 slag alrdy...train abit abit

den slag again hehe...at night oso abit abit...chit chat wif PC n PS

oh e best part...i gt 2 throw e lightenin flash..cool^^

lol...dat night PC n PS do sum stupid thing...PS taught PC how 2 hold e lightenin flash aft ignitin it

PS really scared dat PC will tell other about it..

we watch PC dat 1...i kept lookin at e ignited lightenin flash den "bang"

i go completely blind hehe.....but temporarily la....

over all its very cool...den go bak aft 8:30...

dis tym my feet looked more worse....i felt lyk my whole feet turns into jelly

dat night i slp until onli until 4am den hav 2 gt up alrdy...

cuz we hav 2 move out 2 BMTC more earlier den other companies...

finally reach back 2 camp b4 lunch...den at night book out...

but nv go hm straight away...go park land play lan until 11:30hehe

go bak wif mrt but no more train alrdy...e onli train is to kranji

so no choice go until kranji den tk cab....reach hm at 1:30am lol...

i guess dis blog 2 long alrdy...2b continue.....

OMG...wat a wik

wow...been a very tiring wik

runnin almost every day sum more aft runnin do stupid PT...

relaxed onli on tuesday...monday run, PT n learn navigation

Tuesday continue navigation...wed run, PT n still navigation

Thursday not runnin but IPPT....gt 5 stations 2 complete

chin up, standing board jump, sit up, shuttle run n 2.4km runnin

1st 4 stations all gold onli 2.4 km run...finish wif silver timing...

actually aim for gold but i still nid 2 train on my runnin...

but sumth dat every one unexpected happen...

Ming Chan gt gold sia...i was really surprised...haha

haven even rest for long we go for lunch den cum bak immediately

go outside camp n do cum more nagvigation thing...

cum bak straight away prepare for guard duty...

by dat tym my legs r alrdy aching...

den go dinner 1st, cum bak go for a parade b4 doin guard duty..

dis tym i do prowler...dunno if i made a wrong choice or a right choice

but i nid 2 go ard e camp for 2hr wif onli 10 mins of rest

aft my detail i slp onli less than 4hr cuz of e Turn Out

aft slipin prowl ard e camp for another 2 hrs

immediately aft dat go for breakfast...wen cum bak cant even rest

hav 2 check e bags of every one cumin inside e camp

by dat tym it was 7am...more den 30 ppl hav 2 book due to unproper attire hehe

every thing finish at ard 8:30 am...cum bak 2 my bunk n wash up

haven even rest its alrdy 9:15am...by 10 am i nid 2 go for FCO..

hard 2 explain wat dat is..its jux a drill for how 2 move while firin...

right aft dat is lunch....after lunch nv even rest have 2 area cleanin alrdy.

at 2:30 we go 2 east coast for runnin... hai..runnin again...

after runnin den can go home from there...those fuckers nv even gif any transports bak

felt very hungry after runnin so go find Mac..OMG its a very very long way

me, Ian, Hong Sing, Embard go for dunno how long...

by e tym we reach there i feel lyk i'm breakin down...

believe me its been a very long wik until i reach home...

my bak is still achin dun even noe y...

nxt wik goin for another out field alrdy...

hopefully wif e help of Brigade Commander we will be able 2 slp at BMTC

instead of in e forest....its obvious dat he's a good man not lyk e fukin Potato

recently i facin alot of ups n downs....

lyk a roller coaster ride....wen things happen i wen 2 think positively

but mostly all negetive so its very hard e see it positively

how? how?.....i wish every things bak 2 normal aft dis NS

: (

interestin yet boin....

last sunday whole day feelin very very bad...

i felt so desperate...

i go out alone wonder here n there do nothin...

at e end jux buy sum snacks bak 2 camp LOL...

well...dis wik quite slag...learn how 2 strip weapons n molest em... :P

lyk M203, M16, SAW, Matador...

e funny part is wen competin how fast we strip e rifle...

sumtyms among ourselves..sumtyms wif sergeants haha...

dat tym sergeant Alvin cum n challenge me n lose me haha

n he do 20 push ups as it was a deal b4 e challenge..:D

den sergeant Calvin...he win at strippin M203 n lose me at assemblin it hehe..

so 10 push up for each of us hehe...

e borin part is, there's onli afew rifles so every1 have 2 wait for their turn..

we're very lucky 2 do these inside e lecture rm cuz inside gt air-con hehe

not lyk other platoons..dey hav 2 do these outside n its alot more hotter

notin 2 do i jux slp inside e rm hehe...of cuz nid 2 pass e test la

e test is bout strippin e rifles within e given tym

sumtyms can go bak bunk n slp but i rather stay inside e air-con rm n slp :D

den cant rmb on tuesday or wednesday we gt mass PT

det day every1 gt very very tired

sum more its conducted by PL serg Jason...

we go for ard 2km run den start e PT so made every1 more tired...

sum more we're doin on e road so its very very hot..imagin u doin push ups on it

we do 6 tough exercises for 3 sets...actually dats wat we suppose 2 finish

but aft 2 sets it starts 2 rain very heavy...

i do push up in e rain 1st tym...it was quite shiok doin it under e rain

but all e water drop on e floor splash bak inside ur mouth...

dat is not really gud...n includin my own sweat ewwww....

so we stopped aft 2 sets b4 lightenin cums...

nxt day continue wif e rifles..

ytd jux b4 i book out i go for runnin for 25 mins...

bak den i needed a sum1 2 motivate me 2 run..now i m e 1 motivatin my fren hehe

e runnin was very shiok cuz i nv run dat long for lyk 3 wiks alrdy

aft runnin me, jun long, jackson, serg Ivan n serg Calvin go do chin up

b4 book out we do area cleanin..

though most of e best ppl frm my section was sent 2 other sections

we still can maintain as e best section wen it cums 2 cleanliness

haha now here's e stupid thing i did

after eatin dinner i go bak 2 my bunk but Arma Sha go n lock e door

he was jux jokin den i go n shout very very loud n it sounded lyk a commander

shoutin 2 a recruit hehe....

i was oso jokin onli but Calvin, Derrick, Gary n Alvin

all e 4 sergeants cum out of their bunk n dey tot we kana fuk by sum1 wif rank

n Serg Derrick scold me for dat hehe..

hmm anywae though we becum private, there isn't much privileges

CO really stupid man

fukin potato head....

Hai....recently dunno wat e hell's happening 2 me sia...

i can easily gt angry on small things...

n every thing i c tends 2 make me angry...

WTF

Guard duty....borin n tired

Nothin much for 2day but last thursday gt my very first guard duty bak in my camp...

though i gt 11 days off i kana extra duty cuz my rifle kana steal by Platoon Commander bak at field camp XD...

luckily its on wik days...if i kana on wik ends i really goin 2 die..

cuz on wikends its 24hrs...and

wik days onli 16 or 18 hrs onli cuz office hrs regimental police and military police do e guard duty..

aft office hrs we tk over...until e nxt mornin dat is 8am...

starts at ard 6pm aft e flag goes down in e Division Parade Square(DPS...i made up myself hehe:P)...

but dat day i actually hav 2 book in at 3pm cuz e commanders nid 2 gif us sum briefin bout e duty...

cuz its my 1st tym.....

b4 e real guard duty, at ard 5:30pm we gather at e DPS do sum drills b4 e flag goes down

den 2 e guard rm...i not really e 1st one 2 do e duty..i m e 2nd detail (1 detail gt 4 ppl..total gt 3 detail)

(in 1 detail, 2 ppl prowl ard e whole camp internal n external den 1 gate IC

who hav 2 open e gate n me, e sentry who hav e stand for 2 hrs on a 2 and a half square foot box holdin a rifle LOL)

my detail starts at 8pm so b4 dat i relax....watch TV eat Macdonalds n cup noodles hehe..

actually we do guard duty 2 hrs n rest for 4 hrs.....hehe half way gt this ting called TURN OUT!!!

dat iz another stupid thing we nid 2 do while doin e guard duty...

wen turn out is called off every1 gav 2 gather infront of e guard hse..except e duty personel

dat means ppl who r restin muz cum down...its actually an emergency drill

lyk riotin or suspicious person spotted inside e camp...

i tot i was lucky cuz i dun nid 2 tak part in e Turn out cuz i doin my duty as a sentry...

but i was wrong cuz wat happen was i watch TV until 11:30 den go slp

unfortunately gt another turn out aft 12midnight

dis tym e drill was more worse...in dis drill onli e ppl we draw rifle tk part

dat means gate IC no nid 2 tak part...den altgt gt 6 ppl...all break up into 3 grps n run 2wards e 3 check pts

my grp was e most unluckiest...cuz wen goin 2 e check pts we nid 2 run...

den my check pt happens 2 b all e way 2 e back gate...

e guard hse is at e front gate...i was slpin there n suddenly in e middle of e night woke up shoutin "turn out turn out"

(every1 nid 2 shout "turn out")den guess wat,we run all e way 2 e bak gate...

jux imagin dat u hav 2 run all e way through e fukin big camp wif rifle n wearin LBV while u fukin slpy

cum bak tired lyk shit..guess it ends ard 1am den go back slp....

i felt lyk tym goes by very fast....my detail starts again at 2 am....

guard duty will b very very borin if u jux hav 2 stand there do nothin but look ard..

luckily gt e radio for us 2 listen hehe...den not really bored lor...

at 4 am rest again..until ard 6:30am cuz by dat tym we nid 2 go for breakfast alrdy

at 7 duty starts again....cuz detail 1 do 4hrs alrdy..we oso do 4 hrs alrdy but dat how e system works...

detail 2 always kana 5hrs if i'm not wrong...e rest 4 hrs onli..so we jux nid 2 suck it up n do lor...

among all e positions as Prowlers, gate ICs and Sentrys i guess sentry is e worst

cuz u cannot go anywhere until e 2nd sentry cums 2 tak over so if sumhow e 2nd guy late, e 1st guy nid 2 stand a few more mins

until e 2nd guys cums

it always happen 2 me...e guy who has 2 take over me always late...

finally everyth finish at 8am den book out again...

jux now chattin wif Hafizah..tokin bout goin out wif Loqman n Wati...

i oso tot it was a good idea..we all nv c for so long alrdy...

n oso tok bout daiso of cuz...seriously Daiso should close down alrdy hehe

anyways guess dats all for 2day folks...1more fuk up incedent inside e camp n untill dis mornin i still tired cuz of e duty

Borin...

Jux cum bak frm Chevron...

go thr wif Jun Long, Hong Sing, Soh Jin and Ah Bao...

drank abit of beer wif sum chicken wings(really fuk up fries) n nuggets..

hehe for e second tym i go KTV at Chevron oso...

but sang onli one song :P

aft dat go play pool...quite fun : D

den nothin 2 do go bak lor...

by e tym i reach hm its aldy 12:30am hehe...

nothin much 2 update but still dun wan slp yet so....

Haha!!!POP lo.........

Arlama...been 2 lazy 2 update since i book out....

everydae play game nv do anyth....

anyways....aft 4mths, POP lo....yeah....

its was on last wednesday...

haiya...but dat dosent mean dat e tough days r over...

guess its a warnin for me 2 look out for e tougher days ahead..XD

i tot my POP day will b special but turns out every thing is canceled...LOL

all thx 2 e stupid rain...we train in e rain for 2 days jux for dis..

den....all efforts into e drain...

dunno who came up wif e idea 2 continue in e canteen...

fukin squeezy....e whole battalion + visitors inside e canteen LOL....

last monday was quite slag i will say but still gt e stupid last BCCT..

really crazy man...

den tuesday nv really do anyth..onli sum rehersal for POP for nothin LOL...

but whole day i was lookin forward 2 e 24km route march..

we started ard 7:30pm and its e same...nv rest at 4km...

continue until 8km without rifle den rest for very long...

dis tym its a bettelion lvl so we nid 2 wait for other companies den continue tgt..

our Charlie coy march 2 fast dat Support coy cant even catch up...

we wait dem at e rest point for ar 30 min jux sittin down there....

dat dosent include e 15min rest so altg we rest for ard 45 min lol...

dat was 2 long sum more our platoon very unlucky...

my whole platoon have 2 sit on e very thick grass...+jux finished rainin so very very wet

i'm e one who have 2 go all e way inside...go sum more onli gt very tall bush left...

other ppl all sit on e open space....:(

on e way Jun Long go n catch a fire fly...i will say e light is very cute..

but dun gt fooled cuz of e light...

until u gt 2 c how it really looks lyk...u wont noe how ugly it is...seriously

exactly lyk a small cockroach...believe me man....

now den i noe there're more interestin thing inside dat forest...

it looks sumth lyk a firefly oso..but e difference is its not flyin

i can onli c e light cumin out from dem..

dey arnt blinkin at all...mostly stays in a group n all stationery

so i'm quite sure dat those aint fireflies...

ok..bak 2 route march...

untill ard 12 km i noe hows e route is cuz its e same route as 16km...

at 12km mark we change our path...we took e path 2 e other side of e forest.

dat includes crossin a road usin e traffic light...

e whole platoon run n cross e road while e light is green...quite funny though...

sum ppl dun really lyk it cuz sum of us gt very tired alrdy sum more hav e run...

i nv really gt tired until 16 km mark where we rest again....

aft dat is abit more difficult part cuz we go a route where we nv go b4..

n we go for 2 rounds....i felt lyk its very very long....

but i'm not really tired yet.....but onli a frustratin cuz i wan go bak 2 camp alrdy..

dey still doin all stupid tactical rest n all stupid thing..rest 1 tym took lyk 45min...

really unnecessary things....

dis part is actually quite tough cuz gt many slopes....many up n downs...

n its very rocky....

den cum bak frm a very thin route..2 thin dat it can barely let through 1 person at a tym..

slip down den good luck for u....beside e route onli got sum vegetations

which is at a very low ground beside e path...

den sum how it leads us back 2 e traffic light lol...

dunno who found out dis kind of path...

after crossin bak e road rest for another 30 min...

den march back 2 camp alrdy...

by e tym we gt bak its alrdy 4:55 am..eat sum night snacks...go wash up

den go for breakfast alrdy..hah nv even slp

cum back from breakfast den slp until 12 noon

dunno for my fren la but for me i felt lyk its quite relax dis tym...

i really not tired at all....onlin my feets abit pain n my shoulder onli.

overall its quite ok one la....

n oso spring my leg onli twice...n its not even serious..

guess its bcuz i nv concentrate on walkin...i was thinkin bout e happy tyms wif my ummm..... :P

it does work out...i really forgt e physical pain..

i dun really intend 2 do it but i'm really big thinker..LOL

now i compared wif e 8km route march...

i really wan 2 laugh at myself cuz dat tym wen i go for 8km i was really very tired

tired until i shout stupid things n even Jun Long kip shoutin at me 2 shut up lol

sum more its e very same route hehe...

hmm its not e end though...still got 32 km for my AIT...

arlamk..by e tym i book out i goin for my AIT alrdy...

dunno wen i b goin overseas...

hmm...nothin much since i book out...

tml goin 2 poly...still dunno wat 2 do yet hai....

very lazy man.....wtf

Haha....soon i will b no more REC....

At 1st i tot this wik's goin 2 b very slag....

jux bcuz i'm havin a 16 km route march

actually..until b4 e route march quite slag....

last min e f@#ker Mr Potato changed e way we march..

nv rest at 4km...we continue until 8km den rest for lyk 5-10 min..

fukin short....den march back another 8km...

anyway we weren't carryin any rifle though...

but it's still very tiring...

e most difficult part is not e distance or e weight..

its e darkness n where we march

we started marchin at ard 8pm den took a very unstable route into e forest..

at sum places its 2 dark dat u cant even c ur own hands...

sum more e route is full of holes...

drop 1 leg u kena blister or spring ankle..

so far i nv kena blister b4 cuz i've been wearin double socks haha :P

spring ur ankle at dis kind of route is a confirmed thing..

no 1 can escape..

i kena more den 5 tyms onli on right leg

e 1st tym is e hardest...

so far i nv drop out of any route march b4 haha..

e next day e stupid BCCT continues

n do stupid things...hai...boring n tirin..WTF

den on thursday gt IPPT test

dats wat i've been waitin for cuz i failed e last tym...

n i've been trainin myself for dis....

i failed my last IPPT wif 3 chin up haha..stupid

now i can do until 13 :P

but sum how i do onli 12 in e mornin wen e test started

but den jux b4 i go for 2.4km run e rain cums n e run was canceled

everything starts again b4 dinner...

dis tym everyone's tired alrdy so i oso nv do as good as in e mornin

do onli 11 chin up...

at least i tried my best 2 get Silver woooo.....

c how i goin 2 gt Gold nxt tym hehe....

after dinner gt OC's evenin

it's actually a small party within e company..

if i'm not wrong its 2 celebrate e POP

it was a very happy n funny evenin cuz of e fellows in e company...

anyways interms of perfomin inside e lecture room i tink our platoon 9 is e best hehe

very funny...

aft OC's evenin guess wat we hav...

every1 ate pizza haha...nv tot of eatin pizza in e Army

while others trainin outside we havin our own sweet tym inside...:D

friday...BCCT starts again WTF

n do e most stuipd thing ever...dun even want 2 say how stupid it was...

overall it was a very tirin day for me n sum of my frens cuz we volunteer

in performin BCCT on POP n compition of drill movements between e companies within e bettalion..

whole day practicin drills n reharsals for POP

den book out at 8pm....yeah......

go eat Mac B4 goin home :p

Saturday....go out wif Jinning...

go IMM again LOL...

well..for e 1st tym we go eat lunch at Bali thai XD
everything's on Jinning n i sponsor onli $2 hehe...

later on we go chevron- emart buy things for 24 km route march

Jinning u crazy or wat...tries 2 introduce me 2 ur gf's sis while u go take e car key

dun forgt how old is she...guess u oso lock ur brain inside e cupboard is it????

haha den we go vivo mit up wif Ard n Khai...

Ard i really dunno wat e hell u wearin..

u go Daiso n buy e shoes which most ppl wear at home haha...

i bought a pair of shoes n go town...

very funny dat on e same day we coincidently mit up wif almost all e platoon mate hehe

even Sir Farihan...haha

every1 made him shy at e middle orchard..

Alfie go n shout "Orchard, kip still there" LOL

Sir Farihan shook every1's hand n go off as quickly as possible haha...

dunno wat we all b gettin frm him 2 night...

Ltr on he sent msg e Jinning dat we all goin 2 kena frm him at wen we book in XD

cuz we made him feel peisae in front of his girlfren sum more at town LOL

den walk walk ard n go lucky plaza play pool wif Jinning n Ard...

after eatin at Mac me, Jinning and Jinning's gf break off wif e rest cuz Jinning still nid 2 go n collect his future father in law's car :P

on e way 2 collect e car we saw BCCT instructor haha...Jinning go n joke wif him LOL

den he send me back..thx ar Jinning

hmmm...cum 2 tink of it i felt lyk i quit ok at doing thing dat i dun lyk....

but wen it cums 2 thing dat i wen do or wen 2 bcum i nid 2 try very hard...

i hav no idea y....jux compare my education n NS...

inside NS..i dun wan 2 say very good but over all not bad...

i onli nid 2 concentrate

interm of education, i wen a high result but i nid 2 try very very hard..

not onli i nid 2 concentrate i oso nid 2 put in effort

sum tyms i cant even gt wat i wanted

hai...stupid.....

Old days n old places....haha...sian

2dae jux b4 i book in i gave a surprise visit 2 Daiso....

haha....all my colleagues were surprised...

sum of em cant even rmb me haha...

especially Vangie....i cor her den she kip starin at me for a few seconds...LOLs

Hmm anyway e news spread very fast hor....

but nvm sooner or later dey all will noe 1....

dey jux tell me 2 get over wif it....thx :)

sum of em still dunno yet...still askin me if i cum alone haha....of cuz i alone

n oh ya...sry ar i nv say good bye 2 ur b4 i go bak...its jux bcuz i dun feel lyk tokin....

u guys very luck ar...no nid 2 serve NS....i still nid one and a half years more 2 go...hai....

though mayb physically looks abit diff n curse more plz dun think dat i changed totally ar....

inside me...its still e same....sum tyms i act lyk pei kia its jux wa yang onli...hehe... :P

since i go IMM of cuz i pass by infront of Bali Thai.....i c u but should i cor u???

i jux feel lyk i should not disturb u....

c u sum other tym la :)

10 days 2 POP...

wow....tym goes very fast ar..........
1st few days in army lyk hell man....
now...i going 2 finish my BMT liao....hmmm
WTF man...i jux told my frens 2 cum 2 my POP but e fukin Potato head allow onli 2 visitors
arrrrgggggggggg....
i'm sry my frens....hai....

On tuesday my anger goes up 2 extreme...haha..cuz of sum of my frens

Chng Ning fuck u man...do dat again ur dead...

Jun Long u gettin more n more irretating

Hong Sing u fat fuck nv kip ur words....c how i will sabo u everydae..haha... :P

Ard i gif up alrdy....but nvm i used 2 it haha

wednesday n thursday....

go for live range on both days....

while shootin, its quite interestin but

waitin for my turn 2 arrive....its a different thing

i've nv been so bored b4...

sit on e same banch do noting.....dey nv allow us 2 slp...onli tok cock wif frens

boring sia....

thanks 2 Ama Sha ur riddle kips every1 awake...

i still cant solve ur riddle arg...

slowly cums my turn...go for sum practice shooting for e 1st day

n on 2nd day....we started our wif sum practice at 1st den cums e test....

dey gif us 16 rounds for day shoot test...n i miss 2 targets....wtf...nv miss while practice

go n miss at e test...fuck up sia...

den night shoot osos 16 rounds but dis tym nv miss a target haha....

total i got 30 marks our of 32 n a maskmanship...haha...onli for BMT la...

AIT will b more tougher but i will try my best 2 get e maskmanship.... :)

well....those r e tyms wen i'm trainin

Admin tym...its a different thing....sumth inside me jux not right....

every night i felt lyk depression sets in....m i thinkin 2 much?????

hmmmm...... ur frens treat u as a sand bag...u dun nid 2 b angry cuz of dat..

dats wat u wanted b4..u always hope dat sum1 will cum out frm nowhere n punch u..rite????

jux take it as a punishment for ur mistakes frm e past....

though e 1 who punch u n e 1 u fail 2 understand r 2 different ppl...jux close ur eyes n take it....

i mean tryin 2 understand sum1 u love most...is it so difficult???

'cause n effect' man...cause is u urself n effect is....u noe wat e out cum is....

so suck it up n carry on wif ur fuck up life as a prisoner-like solider inside e army..asshole

:P m i crazy or wat???

tokin 2 myself????

yup i m tokin 2 myself.....

sumtyms really cant take it...den wat do i do???

this is wat i do...tok 2 myself lo......

i wish i could kip dis letter by my side so as 2 remind myself not 2 do stupid n childish things......

Feb 24th 08

`well..first tym bloggin hehe`

but i dun wan 2 start wif e thing frm 2day

i wan 2 say sumth more interestin

so it was 2 wiks b4

dat was e first day of my field camp 2 Pulau Takong Island

it was 8 days trip

over all it was fun

despite of being kana takan on e 2nd day n 5th day hehe...

1st day

nothing special...

reach 2 Takong route march for 4 clip wif 20kg field pack on my back

den at night listen dem talk cock n slp...

2nd day

i faced e most toughest punishment so far

we were supposed 2 fall in at 6am...

but majority was late includin me

no1 can wake up

e last guy fall in at 6:15am

at 1st i tot jux sum pumpin den everyth will b ok

but e nxt thing dey tell us 2 take out our basha, put back inside e field pack,

den fall in again....

dis tym guess wat e punishment is.....

we hav 2 hold dat 20kg bag (excludin 4kg rifle n e LBV on our back)

up in e air for 5 to 10 min den Leopard crawl wif e field pack on e back inside e forest

i was so pissed off....not bcuz of carryin it...bcuz sum of e things inside my bag drop off

sum more its in e dark...e sun haven even cum out yet

e rest of e day was jux sum trainin

3rd day

jux sum fire drills frm mornin until night

4th day

ah yah...dis is e day wen my rifle kana steal by Platoon 8 PC(platoon commander)

my sergeant scold me n said i will gt a confinement

but i not the onli 1 who kana...

many ppl oso kana by other sergeants haha......

back at camp i nv really gt any confinement but i kana guard duty on e block leave..damn....

5th day

5th day...another fuk up day

very early in e mornin ard 4:30 or 5am...

a fukin loud alarm rang...actually every1 was expectin it but not day late

we tot it will b ard 3am

den every1 woke up mostly dunno wat 2 do...every1 blur

also bcuz of all e sounds frm lightening bangs(fake granade or artillery)

every1 was told 2 fall in...

aft fallin in we were told 2 take off our shirts den tie ard our head

everything dey did was really crazy

our hands were tied 2....den we were dragged ard lyk prisoners

b4 doin dat we were splashed wif water..it was really very cold

in side e forest...we were half naked n dragged ard for more den 15 min to 30 min

aft all those crazy things we wear back our wet clothes n fall in on the other side

ltr e CO (potato...lol)head of e battelion

cum down n told us y dey did dis

he said is 2 gif us e experience how it was lyk back in world war 2

den i was lyk huh???? WTF????

i jux try 2 cool myself down cuz i cant do anyth bout it...

with those wet uniforms we march another 4 clip 2 a new camp site at malay school

a place where it is famous for havin supernatural things

right after dat4 clip route march we immediately dig holes called shalf-scape(not sure bout e rite spellin)

took us lyk 2 to 3 hours 2 finish which we have 2 finish in 45min....LOL

dig finished, rest for very long tym at fibua village

den walk a little 2 malay sch....

eat dinner there...den happy hour...haha

cuz we get 2 bath for e 1st tym in 5 days...

e smell frm our uniform was lyk damn smelly..

a normal person will vormit on e spot...

finally we get 2 bath n change 2 new uniforms

past 4 days we been given onli 2 pairs of uniforms

one for trainin one as a pajamas...

e trainin one was damn dirty

dat past 4 days there's onli sumth lyk powder bath

we strip down 2 our underwear n put powder frm head 2 toe

e funnier part is we do war cry in our underwear b4 we go 2 slp infront of my PC haha....

anyway every1 was happy after bathin...

but still, we miss our homes n our camp(sum how) haha...

untill e 7th day we stay at e malay sch...

we do our trainin there nothin very special though

8th day(lastday of field camp)

we wake up at 00:00am(midnight)

dat night we march back 2 BMTC at Pulau Takong for 12 clip(actually ard 10.5km)

same wif our 20 kg field pack

we reach BMTC at ard 2:20am

we rest until ar 7am...

it was a freakin cold night..

cuz our uniforms were soakin wet wif our own sweat

i changed my shirt though n sum more i wear gortex jecket

but still it was cold lyk i'm in e fridge cuz e win was blowin

right towards e parade square where we were restin.....

finally after CO's parade we go back 2 singapore ard 1pm

hmmm...well quite tough 2 stay lyk dat for 8 days outside

dat was on monday...

we spent e rest of e day cleanin our dirty rifle

e nxt day is e same cleanin rifle whole day long

oh ya oso clean stores n uniforms

at night we hav our celebration at e multi-purpose hall by havin a party....

it was fun actually....

until friday night we continue wif sum of our training

den we book our haha...

but i felt sry for sum of our friends who kana confinement

dey misfired wif blank rounds.... :(

dey will stay inside camp until nxt wik...

on sat night chat wif Syafawati, Hafizah, Loqman and Angie

HAHA i'm happy 2 chat wif all my frens again :D