10 days 2 POP...

wow....tym goes very fast ar..........
1st few days in army lyk hell man....
now...i going 2 finish my BMT liao....hmmm
WTF man...i jux told my frens 2 cum 2 my POP but e fukin Potato head allow onli 2 visitors
arrrrgggggggggg....
i'm sry my frens....hai....

On tuesday my anger goes up 2 extreme...haha..cuz of sum of my frens

Chng Ning fuck u man...do dat again ur dead...

Jun Long u gettin more n more irretating

Hong Sing u fat fuck nv kip ur words....c how i will sabo u everydae..haha... :P

Ard i gif up alrdy....but nvm i used 2 it haha

wednesday n thursday....

go for live range on both days....

while shootin, its quite interestin but

waitin for my turn 2 arrive....its a different thing

i've nv been so bored b4...

sit on e same banch do noting.....dey nv allow us 2 slp...onli tok cock wif frens

boring sia....

thanks 2 Ama Sha ur riddle kips every1 awake...

i still cant solve ur riddle arg...

slowly cums my turn...go for sum practice shooting for e 1st day

n on 2nd day....we started our wif sum practice at 1st den cums e test....

dey gif us 16 rounds for day shoot test...n i miss 2 targets....wtf...nv miss while practice

go n miss at e test...fuck up sia...

den night shoot osos 16 rounds but dis tym nv miss a target haha....

total i got 30 marks our of 32 n a maskmanship...haha...onli for BMT la...

AIT will b more tougher but i will try my best 2 get e maskmanship.... :)

well....those r e tyms wen i'm trainin

Admin tym...its a different thing....sumth inside me jux not right....

every night i felt lyk depression sets in....m i thinkin 2 much?????

hmmmm...... ur frens treat u as a sand bag...u dun nid 2 b angry cuz of dat..

dats wat u wanted b4..u always hope dat sum1 will cum out frm nowhere n punch u..rite????

jux take it as a punishment for ur mistakes frm e past....

though e 1 who punch u n e 1 u fail 2 understand r 2 different ppl...jux close ur eyes n take it....

i mean tryin 2 understand sum1 u love most...is it so difficult???

'cause n effect' man...cause is u urself n effect is....u noe wat e out cum is....

so suck it up n carry on wif ur fuck up life as a prisoner-like solider inside e army..asshole

:P m i crazy or wat???

tokin 2 myself????

yup i m tokin 2 myself.....

sumtyms really cant take it...den wat do i do???

this is wat i do...tok 2 myself lo......

i wish i could kip dis letter by my side so as 2 remind myself not 2 do stupid n childish things......